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Explanation

July 27, 2009

Hello faithful blog readers. I feel like I owe you an explanation for my absence. Part of it has been writer’s block – happens to the best of us. But the bigger issue has been where I am at in my life right now. I’m still getting used to the idea of putting my life out there on the internet for anyone to read. And lately, things have been really great. I’ve been feeling strong physically, I’ve been happy. It feels like things are finally heading in the right direction. In fact right now I have a perma-grin from my Indy trip over the weekend. I’ve been working on this little project with workouts that could lead to something big…. You would think with all of this I would have tons of writing material. And I do. But it also scares me a little bit. I don’t want to jinx anything, does that sound stupid? I don’t want to set expections out there I can’t fulfill with you guys, or with my family. And there is a part of me that is concerned over being this happy and things finally going in the right direction. Not to be a pessimist, but if anything I have learned with my heart that one day it’s strong and the next day it’s not. So does that mean a big black hole is waiting around the corner for me to fall in? I really hope not, there has been a lot of exciting developments and break thru’s I want to share with you. Just give me a little time…. And pray that the side of my brain that writes will kick in strong soon too!!

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